who says shit like that?

"made all the promises in the world... welcome to not keeping urs.. dont worry.. i wont survive afganistan. hope it makes u feel better" "that ive heldone of my soldiers as he was hurting more then i ever held u" seriously wanna push someone over the edge? then get drunk and tell someone you never really loved them you never wanted them you just needed an out! yup i have an awesome relationship... so glad to know someone wanted me that much! how do you move on after that? how do you keep breathing? how can i face family and friends?! my heart is breaking into a million pieces i feel like i have just been punched... so i guess these past 4 almost 5 years was a joke to cover up the fact i was being used once again... another guy treating me like a trophy... awesome well i guess thats why i never got pregnant again it was ending and two kids with him would have just been terrible.......thank god my daughter looks like me and none of him cause right now i couldnt even deal with that its 3am and i am only like always....