amendment

one thing i forgot to add in the early post-

the girl who pretended we were friends and someone i could trust, helped me move into her neighborhood... i should have realized then she wanted me to move in so she could have some more drama and see what was going on in my house... she also with her husbands help caused alot of shit between my husband and i... yes i realize maybe if our relationship was a little stronger then it was that maybe it would not have been as easy! but she would say things or i would confine in her about something adn then she would make me question everything... she knew i hated my hubby smoking and if he did smoke at her house with her hubby she would make sure i found out... i guess her life was that sad and pathetic and boring she needed drama to make it fun and entertaining! seriously when i call home to talk to my parents its about my daughter or what is going on with us never the drama with other couples! or even if we went to an adult party would i tell my mom oh so and so bought this! seriously i dont care how close your relationship is you still dont share that kind of stuff!! espically tell people about what others tell you in confidence its just plan rude!!

oh well she is out of my life and i am better for it! she can move on to the next person use them to make herself feel better and i honestly dont care!

thankfully the hubs had to run an errand and he took our daughter i just need a few minutes of me time...