such a funny word... yup that seems odd to say but what is friendship?
the state of being friends (or friendly)wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between people, or animals. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. ...en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship
atleast thats what google says...
so why do i keep ending up with people who only want to be friends when its good for them or if they need something and when they are done with me they stop talking to me... yup i know how to pick them...
so the reason i am questioning this is cause a "friend" who was there in the delivery room when my daughter was born, has started pulling away hanging out with people she has said in the past she doesnt really like... i am getting ready to move so she says she just doesnt like byes but that is apart of military life so why make me feel like i was only a convienent friend?? when i tried to say something she says i am always angry and seem mad... well wouldnt u be? when one minute someone texts, calls, hangouts like every day then all of a sudden is never around, always busy?!
if this is whats gonna keep happening in the military life i dont know if i will survive u need your friends... i just dont know what to do since one minute what i did was right (the restraining order) and the next i am over reacting! make up your mind seriously how can you stay neutral all the time and not expect there to be problems?!
ugh thank god for blogging so i can vent... time to get stuff done around the house and pretend like everything is great :( can this deployment just start so i can move home!
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