stressed!!

just so completely stressed!!! i feel like everyone in my life who says they love who i am and dont want me to change is trying to get me to change! basically my husband is home and of course we are still arguing but mostly cause i took his family off my facebook since they were sending my pictures to a member of his family that we both agreed that he should not have pictures... well now its like world war three... i am just completely over all this drama and crap... its my choice who i add and delete on any page i have!! but they feel i am cutting them from my life when they could always call my husband or email him and they dont!!! why do i have to be the one who is always communicating with people who dont even like me!? i feel like i am 12 yrs old again and so over it....

i just dont know anymore whats what... but why should i give in to what everyone wants when my feelings are not even being considered...

anyways i guess lately all my blogs are just me complaining until things get better but just doesnt seem like it will... we are suppose to be going to counselling??

hope things do get better sooner rather then later cause it doesnt look good it looks like it will be divorce:(

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... ok well good night