lately

so not much has been going on... i went to the doctors to check out a rash to make sure my daughter couldnt get it... all good... but at the doctors i saw how much i weighed and kinda freaked... 141 lbs ya i know thats not alot but to me it is... i was 135ish when i got pregnant with my daughter, went up to 175 when i had her and after i had her i was back at 135... when my husband went to school for training i actually was able to work out and not feel so self conscious... i lost a few pounds but then gained it back as soon as my hubby came home... i like to wait for him to eat dinner so lately its not healthy food (something quick and easy) and around 7ish, 6 if i am lucky.... so ya the weight is now 141!! so i started using zumba and wii fit... i am a little sore but my goal is zumba during my daughters first nap (1030ish) then during her second nap try and do the wii (yoga/strength/aerobics) and then mabe before bed a few workouts from wii that work on certain parts of my body... i also want to start running but i think i will only be able to do that on the weekends wehn my husband is home to watch our daughter.. but we will see... my goal is 115 which i know is alot but i think if my stomach was tight again and legs a little thinner i would be happy 120... if u r wondering i am about 5'9... so lets hope this works cause we r kinda starting to work on baby number 2 even though my husband will deploy again within the year so its kinda up in the air or even if it will happen since i have a hard time getting pregnant... so we will see

well i am gonna go to bed now... busy day tomorrow