so i have decided to make this more of a journal then anything but if you follow me (which is only one person) then this one will be more what is on my mind and feelings that i dont want everyone to see but my other blog which is still public will be there...
so today was a very stressful day... my car is registered in mass since that is where i am from and will always be from!! plus i have paid taxes on my car and plan to go there when my hubby deploys again cause i so cant stay in hawaii again i am going island crazy!! so anyways i went to the dmv here in hawaii with all my papers i had to have... and well the ass behind the counter was like you were suppose to register ur car the day it got here (which was a year ago) and i lived on post and had decals from fort myer that were not expired and didnt have to changed them right away and once they expired (i was 8 months pregnant) so i couldnt get it off or even realized it was expired!!and they let me on post with no problems until recently!! so to get new decals i needed to get my car inspected and the mean guy a the place said i needed a hawaii insurance card... well thank god usaa is so willing to be helpful and do whateva they can to get me what i need... mass doesnt give cards cause they feel its a waste of paper!! so usaa changed my insurance to hawaii so i could get a card then changed it back to mass!! well finally got it inspected and then went to the dmv.... (just releazed i jumped alot sorry tons of back story)... got to the counter and the lady said i was answering the questions wrong... i guess i was suppose to say both of us (hubby and i) r both residents of mass even though he is a resident of michigan??!! well then she said i needed to pay back taxes for this year and all this other shit to get my stickers for my car... when she then said it would be $250 i told her to go fuck herself and left!!
i called my dad (yup daddys girl) crying and he said he would look into seeing whathe could do so i can get my car back to mass when i leave this horrible island!! thank god for him cause the hubbys wasnt answering his phone and i was having my second breakdown in a week!!
i think i am just slightly stressed since my hubby and i r still in councelling and not sure what is gonna happen... he says he still loves me and is not sure what he wants.... its been hard lately with a ton of fighting... we r just still getting use to living together sinc almost 4 years beng married and only living together for 6-7 months at one time! then theres the whole deployment coming up... the thought of number 3 in such a short period of time is so exhausting!! so thats a major reason why i am moving home to get help with my daughter and so we can save money and pay off bills... my visa (stupid company) keeps changing names (washington mutal to chase) theres more but i have no clue right now, i have had the card since i was 18! (ten years) my cards total amount keeps going up and down and the interest rate basically lately has kicked me in the ass... it was 15000 then went to 11000 (army messed my hubbys paycheck and i wasnt working) then i got a letter that its now 9000!! so its kinda becoming a pain and we just wanna pay it off completely! (then never use it again)... the last thing is my period was a week late and instead of being pregnant i had an infection in my kidney (bad kidneys)... kinda heartbreaking... when we were good we were talking about a second baby but now who knows
well i guess i will end this i am just kinda going on and on but ya all these reasons and basically feeling so completely trapped here in hawaii (i could drive home at our last duty station when i needed a break and here i cant)... i guess i just miss my friends and family :(
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