so its been awhile since my husband or i have wore our rings... of course we both want to but for some reason we cant agree to put them on... my feeling is him saying he is not sure if he wants to be married to me (admitting it in councelling) kinda doesnt make me want to put it on... he also said until i put it on since i took it off first he wont put his on... wicked annoying but i see where he is coming from but wish he would understand it from my point of view!! i want him to do something basically we picked it out together so it wasnt a suprise not that i like suprises but sometimes something romantic would be nice... i dont think i am asking to much... maybe just a little proof he does want this to work but he wants to take it slow... i dont know i mean i know things r hard finally living together more then 5 months in a row and having an almost one year old!!! i just wish i could change how things r sometimes... i want to be with him and i want him to want to be with me and not think about that this might not work...
ahhhhh sometimes i just want to scream... should i just give in and put the ring on?? just giving up and just give him what he wants?? i dont know anymore am i asking too much of him?? i dont know but battery is dying and cord is in another room... oh well maybe something will come in to me in my sleep :/
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