ok so if you dont wanna hear this then dont read anymore cause i am gonna mostly vent about stupid young people!!
i honestly have nothing against young people at all, i am almost 28 i know not that old but old enough that i am close to 30!! at 22 (back in 2005) i have surgery on my kidney and was told i may never be able to have kids... so getting pregnant with my daughter literally took my hubby and i 3 years (yes he was deployed 15 months) but we did everything; i got fertiality tested, took prenatals, watch what i ate, stop drinking soda, and did pee immediately after sex (sorry tmi i know)... but when we did it was bitter sweet, hubby deployed literally a week later :(
ok so after having my daughter i went back on birth control just in case (my mom had my brother and i 11 months apart)... so once he got accepted for the next phase of special forces and we knew there wasnt gonna be a deployment till next year if he stayed and waited on SP... so perfect time for baby number 2 plus our kids would be less then 2 years apart so playmates!! well of course i am having the hardest time getting pregnant, i stopped my birth control in march so we were thinking maybe may i would get pregnant and be due february or even april due in march... but still not pregnant last month my period was a week late but it ended up i had an infection (such a tease)... and again my period is late only a few days if i go off last month but still late, took a test and was negative (kinda crushed both of us)...
ok so anyways my little vent... i am tired of hearng all these young girls under 21 saying that they have a hard time getting pregnant!! seriously and you have been trying for how long?? a few years, thats nothing!! i know i am not 40 yet but still... if you have one baby and are pregnant with your second you dont have problems with getting pregnant... it took a bit cause you were not good at doing every other day or whatever else a doctor would tell ya... basically i would like to smack girls like that, sorry little girls but you cant have fertilaity problems if you arleady have one baby and about to have another one or havent even tried cause it doesnt happen over nite...
maybe i will be pregnant next month i just was trying to be pregnant and let the hubby be there for it and be there for the delivery... yes we realize he would miss the first year in person but video works wonders and i just want him to experience a pregnancy with me and a delivery (ok suffer alittle) hehehe
well good night... i am done venting hopefully i can sleep now and not just toss and turn all night!! two nights of crying myself to sleep for not sure why kinda sucks
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