so my day basically just started and started off pretty bad... last night around 1130 my daughter woke up screaming when i went to check on her to make sure she was ok her whole body was on fire!! she had just had a bath before i put her down and her room wasnt hot so i was alittle nervous... she wouldn't take a bottle but she let me take her tempature, it was 99.9... so i gave her some tylenol... that seem to help her lay down atleast... the hubby got home around 1230 (at the range all day) and she took a bottle from him (figures)... she finally crashed out laying on me at 1am and i was able to put her in her crib... this morning she was still sleeping at 9am but i took her temp again it was still 99.9!! so i called her doctors to see if i should bring her in or keep up with the tylenol since i know there is a bug going around but she just had her shots the friday before... they told me to come in... so i texted my friend (so i thought)... we were suppose to go see her and her kids but if haylie is sick i didn't wanna bring her over and spread it...
well once i told her i was bringing haylie to the doctors she told me i over react to much... i take her to the doctors basically every other week! 3 ear infections and 3 rechecks, her basical visits and one er trip cause she didnt pee all nite and she had a double ear infection, and once before we flew cause the doctor said we should since she just got over an ear infection, sorry i am a first time mom and i dont want my daughter to be in pain!! she said my kids chart is definately bigger then a normal kids and the doctors were gonna flag me as a having munchausin... which honestly i don't hurt my daughter or try to make her sick at all... i hate it when she is sick all she does is cry and sleep and she is so not fun!!
basically she crushed me...i know she has 5 kids and been through it all but why can't i take my kid to the doctors if she is sick! both me and my brother and my husband brother had bad ear infections as kids!! yes i know she is getting a tooth and she sometimes gets a fever but not where her whole body is on fire and not when i cant put her down for 2 seconds without her screaming...
before her party we took her in cause she was on bactrim for an ear infection and she seemed to be getting worse... it was a new antibotic and i called and talked to HER prediatrian... its not like yes this is what i want to do go spend 3 hours at acute care to be told she never had an ear infection she was diagnosed wrong but she has a cold that will get worse before she gets better!! i dont just go and make appointments i called the nurse line and asked is that really being a bad mom??
i just feel like everything i do is never going to be right for someone and everyone is thinking i cant keep a healthy kid!! i just dont know what to do anymore... one friend tells me i am not overreacting while another tells me i am....
i am just crushed right now.... hopefully she is ok and it is just a bug and not a reaction to shots... so far she is lucky no allergies until my husband and i (he is allergic to mycin and me iodine-fun times)
well gotta get things together for her appointment :(
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