So I decided I would start a blog to just express things that normally I don't tell anyone... this is going to be a place where I can say what is on my mind....
I guess a little about myself; I am married to a wonderful man for almost 4 years. He is a soldier, sergent up for promotion, we have been through 2 deployments and looks like a third sooner then we planned but thats our life... we have a beautiful little girl who I love spending my time with even when she drives me crazy!! sometimes even when I tell her do not do that she puts a little devil grin on and does it anyway, oh well the joys of motherhood!! she is almost a year and crawling like crazy soon walking... we started talking about another baby so she can have a friend to play with but I am not excited about the thought of another pregnancy and delivery by myself but if thats what happens its just meant to be... I think doing it without him sucks but has made me alittle stronger then I ever thought I was!! but I think if he does deploy this time I will move home and live with family, to have help, save money so we can buy the house we want at our next duty station, and just get things in order! I have a degree that right now I am not using (obviously) but I love being a stay at home mom. I am looking to get a certificate so I can work from home and bring in a little money but school with a crawler is sometimes difficult but I am getting a lesson done a day lately so hopefully 2 weeks more then start looking for work!?!? just sometimes its a little discouraging because every job I find in the field says you need so many years of experience but can not get it without getting a job!! hopefully I can find someone to give me a chance?!
well this is kinda a long one so I guess I will end it... I plan to try and blog every day or other or maybe just once a week depending on time and if theres anything really to say, I don't expect people to always care what I have to say but this is more for me to just express what I feel and think so I can just get it out without feeling like I am being judged...
well good night to all and hope this entertains someone or helps someone or just lets people think I am not the only one- atleast thats how I felt when I was reading others blogs and realized maybe this will be good for me.....
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