09 April 2011

was this the right decision?

i hope so but sometimes i dont know... i feel like i am back being a child even though i have a child! i know my parents r just trying to help but honestly my poor monkey is seriously overwhelmed there is more people that she barely knows plus 3 dogs! a little more then what she is use too... plus her daddy is deployed and has only called once (which i completely understand)... we are both still stuck on hawaii time so our whole schedules r all over the place thankfully she is back to two naps but still trying to get her on a normal schedule is hard espically with my family who doesnt have one! they just go and do whatever whenever... monkeys schedule 630amish we get up for breakfast and disney junior, play time (sucks her toys are in transit but we have some), either nap or lunch depending on how she feels, go to the playground, come home more toy time (puzzles), then either a second or first nap, then dinner, play time with daddy (which is not anymore), bath and then bed- well that was hawaii now thats all messed up... my sisblings r all ages 17- up... and far from being quiet, shout when they talk to each other, no schedule on eatting (which will change or atleast monkey and i will eat when she wants)... dropping th fbomb alot! and some major cleaning needs to be done... well still trying to get settled and its hard... thankfully we have a dresser till our stuff gets here but still poor monkey is sleeping in a playpen since she is too small for a big bed and wont stay in it... tomorrow going shopping and hopefully i can actually pay for things (ya my dad keeps paying for stuff driving me crazy its nice and helpful since we dont know whats gonna happen on pay day but still)... thinking of cleaning my parents house on monday while everyone is at work/school... wood floors + multiple dogs= need major fixing.. and my sisbling and i r gonna look into getting a fence for the backyard so the dogs dont poop everywhere and monkey can play!! well i guess we will see more to come but most likely in the deployment blog!!

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