27 May 2013

not sure...

being honest with anyone lately just seems to be a waste of time.. I hide what I think and feel because if I tell anyone the truth I am a bad person.
~ sorry I don't feel comfortable letting your son be alone in my house but he doesn't listen when you tell him not to do something and watches things not appropriate and not to mention you want him to watch your other child and well we know that wont happen and prefer my animals safe in their beds
~sorry you got in trouble for being high but seriously I don't want to work on you or have you work on me! its not safe!!
~sorry I cant tell you how depressed I am but you don't want to really know how much I think about killing myself and that its so bad even looking into my baby's eye I just feel I am not giving anyone the life they deserve

I wish my heart was not always breaking... I cant seem to do anything right anymore... I have no one no one to ever really been a true friend and seriously how sad is that, no one

I just wish I could be happy could have true friends could actually be someone people liked... I just wish I could be someone

:(